We’ve had the most incredible Summer in Cornwall and now that the meteorological Autumn has arrived, we’re going to be very busy. It is noticeably quieter in Cornwall this week so we’re off down to Poldhu beach tonight for a sing along with a very popular Cornish band who describe themselves as “proper Cornish singers”. We’ve pre-ordered pizza and beer from the beach café so it should be a good evening. Jamie has three games of cricket left for St Agnes and I have to say it’s been a real hoot! We’ve met so many local people through the cricket and they all seem to love the same things as we do – drinking and having a laugh!
As you will have guessed from the title of this week’s blog Part 1 of my story is coming to an end. I’ve loved writing it and it’s far exceeded my expectations in terms of the number of readers, making the top 10% of visitors to a WordPress blog which is amazing.
I started to write my story as I wanted to raise awareness of autoimmune disease and it’s been extremely rewarding reading the weekly messages from people who have enjoyed my tales. I’ve talked openly and honestly about my diagnosis and the effect it had on my life. I’ve covered the challenges I had taking the medication, my allergic reaction to a new biological drug and my visits to A&E. I’ve also shared some of the tips that help me to manage all the nasty visitors that accompany autoimmune conditions.
My career has also been very important to me and I’ve enjoyed every minute. Through my blog I’ve shared some of the lessons I’ve learned. The most comments received in any one week was when I talked about the difference between positive and negative motivation and second was when I criticised full time home working 😊. Throughout lockdown writing my blog was a real saviour for me as our work had dried up and we were unable to see family and friends.
Once of the reasons I’m taking a break is that September is going to an incredibly busy month for us. We’ve seen an increase in our work which is great, our Hampshire project is underway, and our beautiful cottage in St Agnes is having a makeover. An added challenge is that my elderly parents are both in poor health, so we’re visiting Cumbria in the next few weeks too. It’s an 800-mile round trip which is exhausting. As an only child, I wanted them to move closer, but they chose not to, and I did understand their reasons for staying put. That said, it’s certainly made life more challenging for all us, especially at the moment. I’m also planning to write a book and whilst I’ll restart my blog again in October, I may move to bi-weekly or monthly.
Finally, and before I sign off, I wanted to say a big thank you to all my readers for your lovely words throughout these 10 months and leave you with one final thought.
Life is short. There are so many surprises, obstacles, ups and downs but we are all captains of our own destinies and we need to abandon the fear to live life to the full. I don’t know what our next chapter is going to look like, but I know for sure it won’t be boring 😊.
Goodbye for now, see you soon and at the end of each day let there be no excuses, no explanations and no regrets xxx
We’ve finally exchanged on our Hampshire property with completion on 7th September so it’s going to be a busy time. We can’t move in right away as the house was a complete rebuild of an older property so there’s no curtains or carpets and the delivery on these is around 3 weeks. It’s taken longer than we expected and given that my packing for Cornwall was completely inappropriate for anything other than hot weather, I’m pleased we’re nearly there. For reference, my bag included 3 pairs of sunglasses, sun cream, a sunhat, 2 handbags, 2 dresses, spray tan for legs and 2 pairs of sandals, who knows where I thought I was heading off to!
I now have all my investigative appointments booked for bloods, MRI scans and US scans at the Royal Surrey following my Rheumatology consultation. They have come through quickly and are also in the calendar for September so that’s good. Since I started writing my blog at the end of 2019 to raise awareness for autoimmune disease, I’ve received lots of messages, a large proportion of which relate to the time it takes to diagnose these conditions. The most common autoimmune diseases include Multiple Sclerosis, Type 1 Diabetes, Rheumatoid Arthritis, Lupus and Vasculitis and all are debilitating in their own way. My AS comes under a term called “Spondyloarthritis”, an umbrella term for inflammatory diseases that can affect the back, pelvis, neck, and some larger joints, as well as internal organs and the eyes and the average diagnosis takes 10 years.
I think the medical profession are making good progress securing earlier diagnosis and hopefully it will mean that people like myself won’t suffer for years in pain thinking they are going mad!
This week I wanted to talk about arguing. I hate it and don’t like confrontation as it upsets me. Some people love arguing and are very good at it. Fortunately Jamie and I both dislike it which is great but I’ve needed to stand up for myself during my career so I thought I would provide my tips to help those of you who, like me, find it difficult.
In the heat of the moment and desperate to get our own point across we often don’t to listen to other opinions and I’m certainly guilty of that. By listening you’re gaining knowledge and insight, as well as refining and improving your own position. Often disagreements escalate because of a misunderstanding but what can help is to repeat what you think the other person just said which can help to avoid misunderstandings. I used to practice this in work situations, and it did help.
In today’s world, often arguments happen on social media. If you’re faced with a Twitter troll, or a Facebook friend who lures you into a heated debate there are a number of techniques you can use to push your point of view.
Using ‘calm’ language to make a point is more effective than swearing or using aggressive terms. Personally, I think people who get aggressive are suffering from a deficiency of facts during an argument. I think it’s fair to say you can’t win an argument with insults. The moment you do that, you’ve already lost. You can only win an argument by being factual and if you have insufficient information you can always keep quiet and end the argument; there’s no shame in that.
In a face to face argument, people often use both verbal and facial expressions. Verbal expressions can include a cold or constant stare, a false or exaggerated smile, or a raised eyebrow, all of which make me more nervous. Another technique I was taught, especially when I found myself getting upset was to try and use humour which can take the heat out of a situation.
A great example was the American actress Ilka Chase who wrote a number of novels. One day, an another actress told her: “I enjoyed reading your book. Who wrote it for you?” To which Chase replied: “Darling, I’m so glad that you liked it. Who read it to you?” I’m not sure my own wit is up to that standard though!
I know it’s difficult to remember techniques when your angry and fired up. However, I do try hard to remind myself to stay calm, use facts as evidence to back up my position and ask questions. I know they say that you shouldn’t preach what you don’t practice but I’ll say it anyway, my final tip is always be prepared to concede a good point 😊
Finally, I want to finish with a little ode I saw in the pub the other night which made me smile and also might help all of us to feel less guilty about our alcohol consumption.
The Horse and Mare live 30 years
And do not know of wines and beers
The Goat and Sheep at 20 die
And never taste the scotch or rye
The Cow drinks water by ton
At 15, their life is almost done
The Dog at 14 normally gives in
Without the aid of rum or gin
The modest sober bone-dry Hen
Lays eggs for years and dies at 10
But sinful, ginfull rum soaked men
Survive till 3 score years and 10
And some of us the mighty few
Say pickled till we are 92!
92 it is then, until next time, stay strong, 2020 is almost over 😊
We still haven’t exchanged on our new house in Hampshire, it’s so slow! As the property is a complete rebuild of an old house there’s one outstanding point on the planning document to be resolved which we hope will be early next week.
We’re also having some work done on Beech cottage here in Cornwall. When we bought our little gem last year, we had a detailed survey carried out which recommended a new roof. As we had a leak during one of the storms last Winter we decided to get it done sooner rather than later so that project will kick off in the next week followed by a full repaint of the outside so our little cottage will look lovely after its makeover. We’re also stocking up on firewood and logs for the Autumn and had the chimney swept so we’ll be fully prepared.
We’ve settled really well into the village and we love our nights sat outside the pub chatting to everyone. Jamie is playing cricket for the local team now and this Sunday players and supporters are being transported in the St Agnes mini buses so we can have a drink or two and stop at a few pubs on the way home!
As my readers know, I write my blog to raise awareness of autoimmune disease and this week I wanted to talk about “gut instinct” as it played a big part in my diagnosis of Ankylosing Spondylitis and personally, when it comes to health, I trust mine implicitly.
Gut instinct is a deep feeling that you’re right, there’s no need to think it over or get another opinion—you just know. I knew there was something wrong with my body before my diagnosis. I also know that there are other things brewing that haven’t yet being diagnosed, it’s just a “feeling”.
Interestingly, Richard Branson once said, “I rely far more on gut instinct than researching huge amounts of statistics.” However, “gut instinct” does tend to get a bad reputation as something that’s flaky and based on no evidence. Would a careful analysis of all the options be more likely to give us the right answer? Not necessarily. Our gut instincts are not always as random as they seem. They can be based on a rapid appraisal of the situation. We might not always realise it, but the brain is constantly comparing our current situation with our memories of previous situations. So, when a decision feels intuitive, it might in fact be based on years of experience.
During my career I have often trusted my “gut instinct” ahead of other factors but relying on it totally goes against all the sales training and coaching I’ve ever had. It’s a discussion I still have today when we’re working with smaller organisations who are just starting out and building their sales teams for the first time.
There are many small companies who make their decisions without putting enough thought into it, especially around their sales and marketing strategies. The necessary research that’s required to determine whether or not a new strategy will be successful is often completely discarded for a much quicker, less structured approach using “gut instinct”. This means that the new salespeople they hire often fail as they don’t have the right strategies in place to support them.
So how can you combine your “gut instinct” but still do the important analysis in a short a time as possible?
Personally, I think technology plays a big part. We all now have access to powerful decision-support tools that can help us quickly sort through vast amounts of information. These tools don’t just apply to making business decisions either. They can apply to buying a new house, a new car, a holiday, and many other aspects of our daily life. When combined our own experience and insight, these analytical tools can offer both companies and individuals consistently sound and rational choices even in the face of complexity—a capability that our “gut instinct” will never match on its own.
So yes, in summary I think gut feel can be really useful and we should trust it implicitly in highly uncertain circumstances where further data gathering, and analysis won’t sway you one way or another. Trusting your gut also allows you the freedom to move forward quickly too, instead of procrastinating. However, if data and analysis are available and applicable, then use those tools too. Our overall objective is to assess the probability of any outcome with reasonable confidence so we can make better decisions and life choices.
Finally, this week I want to talk about tourism as Cornwall is really busy at the moment. Here in St Agnes and all over Cornwall the local people say it’s a lot busier than normal and its wonderful for all the businesses who rely on these busy months during the Summer. In fact, a third of Cornish households depend on income from tourism so its extremely important all round.
However, I’ve also seen lots of reports on social media that fed up locals are unhappy about the influx of visitors and I think it has something to do with the fact that it had been really quiet for a long time beforehand whereas usually in March, April, May and June tourism would have gradually ramped up, but because of lockdown Cornwall went from zero to thousands of people very quickly!
Being brought up in the Lake District I’m used to living my Summers with an influx of tourists and have always seen the positive side, but I do have one real gripe! Jamie and I see so much litter when out on our walks – discarded picnic rubbish, cans, coffee cups, tissues, face masks, it’s just terrible. The coastal path and the beaches are left in an awful state.
I saw one sign in a beach coffee bar offering a free coffee if you collected a bucket of rubbish off the beach and buckets were supplied!
Every litter bit hurts, until next time, stay safe xxxx
It’s been a wonderful week spending time with our family. Our grandchildren give us so much pleasure and laughter and our new grandson is growing so quickly he’s nearly out of his Moses basket. It was also incredibly hot and now we’re back in Cornwall it’s noticeably cooler but more humid which isn’t great for my hair! 😊.
I also had my first Rheumatology appointment since before lockdown. It worked OK by telephone and I’d prepared my notes beforehand. We agreed that I’d have some investigative MRI scans of the cervical spine and an ultrasound scan of my arms, hands, and fingers due to some new symptoms I’ve experienced. I guess these will go on a while, so I won’t have any updates in the short term.
We’ve had the most amazing Summer in Cornwall and the walking has been superb. Since the start of the UK lockdown on 16th March until today, our FitBit shows we have walked over 3,000 kilometres. To put that into perspective Moscow is 2,500k from London and Cairo 3,500k. Norway is about the right distance, at 3025k from London! Not surprising, the soles of our walking shoes have worn away 😊.
We’ve loved living in our cottage right in the middle of a bustling village. The pavement is opposite our house, but people still walk on our side of the road and look into the window whilst we’re sitting in the evening. I can’t complain though as I do it too, especially at Christmas. I love looking at all the beautiful Christmas trees on display. It’s like those Christmas scenes you see on cards with houses all lit up and families inside and its definitely my favourite time to peer in. Jamie and I could always close our curtains, but we chose not to as we love to see the activity outside our window.
My blogs are mostly about living the best life you can with chronic pain. Last week I talked about positive and negative motivation and the difference between the two. This week I wanted to talk about negativity in general as it really can really hamper our ability to be happy.
Negativity is a tendency to be downbeat, disagreeable, and sceptical. It’s a pessimistic attitude that always expects the worst. It’s important to mention that depression and/or sadness are not the same as having a general negative disposition.
Negative people tend to moan a lot, convinced that the whole world is against them. They are usually the victim of “something” whether it’s a difficult boss, a bad relationship, bad luck, or their upbringing. They rarely step back to look at other factors – such as hard work. Apparently, there’s also a neurological explanation as to why some people end up being so negative. It has to do with the part of the brain called the amygdala, which functions as an alarm and is constantly on the lookout for danger, fear and bad news.
For many people, being negative is just a part of life, however, it is something that you can train yourself out of with a little bit of practice. I love the Ant Middleton books; they are easy to read and focus on embracing positivity and a positive attitude into your everyday life.
I often see articles suggesting that you remove negative people from your social media or your friendship groups. I definitely agree and during my career, I’ve found that the most successful people have made it a rule to avoid negative people. This is because negative people can affect your attitude. For example, when I thought about writing my blog my friends and family were brilliant, encouraging me and being really supportive of my goals. My husband Jamie continues to complement me on my blogs and encourages me every week. Acquaintances are sometimes different. Before I started to share my story, I had someone say I’d find it impossible as bloggers were mostly much younger than me! If I’d chosen to listen to that negative person or believed in what they said, it would have affected my confidence and possibly even stopped me from writing. My blog has been really successful and I’m in the top 10% of traffic for WordPress blogs which is amazing.
I’ve also experienced negative people during my working career; they’re always the ones who make you doubt yourself. I’ve noticed that when I’m around positive people who are enthusiastic, they raise my energy levels. Negative people do the opposite; they tend to drain my energy and I just want them to go away.
As I said earlier, whatever life throws at us, we need to try and live “our best life” as we only get one shot. When you struggle with illness and chronic pain, positive people help and give positive reinforcement when doubts and worries creep in. Negative people make you believe your doubts. Negative people generally have a problem for every solution and positive people have a solution for every problem. Don’t waste you time trying to accommodate them, do what I do and remove them from your life, starting with social media.
Finally, I want to talk about the ice-cream manufacturer Ben and Jerry’s who made headlines this week when the company’s social media team published a Tweet about migrants and refugees directed at the home secretary. Whilst a lot of people agreed with their position, a large proportion didn’t and personally I don’t think the Corporate world should get involved in politics. Ben and Jerry’s are part of a massive global conglomerate called Unilever and perhaps if they paid the taxes HMRC thinks they should pay we could spend more money helping the people who need it most.
Until next time, stay safe #stayalert and remember positive thoughts in the morning can change your whole day xxxxx
Everyone who sees my social media photos must think we have sunshine 24×7 in Cornwall so I thought I would post a blog picture in the rain for a change. Jamie and I have full waterproofs and I love to walk in the rain; I really appreciate the smell of the earth as it has a natural calming effect on my overactive mind. We’re so close to nature here it really is beautiful in all weather conditions.
I’m also happy to report I finally have my first Rheumatology appointment since the COVID-19 lockdown and it’s next Monday on my birthday! I’m not changing it as I’ve waited too long so hopefully all will be well as I’ll get the results of the MRI scans and blood tests from February. We’re off out for dinner after the appointment and up early the following day to drive “up country” to see our family and grandchildren so a lovely week to look forward to. We also hope to exchange contacts on the house so a busy time all round.
Like me, many people with an autoimmune disease go through periods of feeling relatively normal and then have the sudden onset of severe symptoms called “flares” making it difficult to find the motivation and energy to be active. Self-motivation has always played a big part in my working life and private life and I thought it would be useful to write about my experience of both.
There are two types of motivation, positive and negative. Positively motivated people will achieve something because of their own enthusiasm or interest, without needing pressure from others. For example, being a star performer at work, living a fit and healthy lifestyle or even saving for a deposit on a house. It’s when a person knows where they’re going, how they are going to get there and adopting that positive attitude towards achieving their goals.
Motivation is our internal energy force that determines all aspects of our behaviour; it also impacts on how we think, feel and interact with others. Sport is a great example as high motivation is widely accepted as an essential prerequisite in getting athletes to fulfil their potential. My daughter is a triathlete, mostly focused on the Half Ironman (70.3 distance) and her self-motivation to train never ceases to amaze me.
Negative motivation can best be described as wanting to get away from an existing condition. Although it tends to display the same characteristics, the results achieved are markedly different from those of positive motivation. Negative motivation is rooted on fear. Fear means you are acting on the pressure of losing something – your current job, your money, or your lifestyle.
The main difference between the two is that positively motivated actions will most likely have a positive outcome. If someone is negatively motivated, their actions may have an undesirable negative outcome A film I watched called Deep Water is great example of negative motivation. It’s a documentary film based on the true story of Donald Crowhurst and the 1969 Sunday Times Golden Globe Race round the world alone in a yacht and it doesn’t end well.
Positive and negative motivation also applies in the workplace. We’ve all had a boss who uses negative motivation to get their employees to work harder or perform better (yes, the stick rather than the carrot). These are the people who focus on giving their team negative feedback, threats, or disciplinary action.
I certainly prefer carrots and I would like to think that during my career I always tried to be a positive motivator (and still do). Positive motivational leaders are visionaries and tend to build a shared vision, rallying their team. I’ve been very lucky to work for some outstanding people, who, whilst results oriented, they were able to motivate and develop their team to adopt their shared vision. They pursue information to reduce uncertainty and find ways to do things better, and often cut through red tape and bend the rules when necessary to get the job done. More importantly, they persist in seeking to achieve goals despite obstacles and setbacks. They see setbacks as manageable circumstances and don’t take anything personally. I’ve only worked for a “negative motivator” once and I hated it and made a mental note never to repeat that kind of behaviour.
Finally, I wanted to chat about Gin. I know Jamie and I are late to the party, but what has happened to Gin, its amazing! A few months ago, in one of my blogs I said I don’t drink spirits, but all has changed since we found the gin “tinnies” in Sainsbury’s.
From “mothers ruin” to the “hipster” drink gin has now become, it’s a real success story. There are now pink gins, gin in beautiful artisan bottles and those flavoured with honey, rhubarb, mangoes and strawberries, the list is endless. Flavoured gin has increased in abundance but it’s not just gin. Flavoured tonic is expanding in every direction, providing us gin drinkers with exciting new ways to serve their favourite gins
In 2018 it was revealed that UK gin sales had soared by 254 per cent over the past decade. The spirit was officially named Britain’s favourite drink when a record 47 million bottles were sold in one year! To keep up with demand, the number of UK gin distilleries has more than doubled, from 152 in 2013 to 315 today. Gin has become so popular in Britain that the Office for National Statistics (ONS) added it back to the basket of goods it uses to measure inflation after a 13-year absence.
Gym? I thought you said “Gin”, yes please 😊. Until next time, stay safe #stayalert and enjoy the Gin xxxxx
Life is St Agnes is great. The weather has been amazing, and our work has started to pick up too which is really good news. Our Hampshire house is nearing exchange and we’re just waiting for the searches to come back which have taken longer than normal due to the backlog from lockdown. We’re anticipating completion during August, but Jamie and I admit it will be very difficult to tear ourselves away from Beech cottage.
We do miss our family though and will probably head back “up country” before we complete on the house to see our family and grandchildren. We were back two weeks ago to welcome our new grandson; we now have three which is wonderful, a girl and two boys. The journey from Cornwall takes just over 4 hours which isn’t too bad, especially with a few good podcasts.
Like everyone else, I’m wearing my face mask for shopping. The evidence seems pretty clear to me that masks can help prevent the spread of COVID-19 and that the more people wearing masks for indoor activities will help. I also understand this is not about “me”, as there is strong evidence to say that the best benefit of wearing a mask is for people who have COVID-19 to protect them from giving COVID-19 to other people.
However, masks and makeup don’t mix 😊. I don’t wear a lot of make-up, but I do wear some and its now covering the inside of my mask. There are many YouTube videos advising us to emphasize the eyes; it’s definitely all about the eyes and not about my red lipstick! Obviously, I appreciate that looking good is not the point of wearing a face mask however, it’s just possible there’s just something attractive about a little mystery, a little obscured identity. Apparently, the masks draw attention to two of our hottest and most controllable features, our eyes and hair and thankfully I’ve now had a haircut!
Whilst the mask is not my favourite accessory, it did make me roll my eyes to see hundreds of demonstrators gathered in London to protest against wearing them days before it became mandatory. Ultimately, I think wearing a mask suggests that you actually care about the people you interact with and whether they live or die”, it’s that simple.
Moving on I mentioned earlier that our work has started to pick up and throughout my career one of my strengths has been to identify the best salespeople and hire them. My theory was always to employ people better than me. Some people are afraid to do this, worried that their new hire will be so good they’ll make them look bad. I don’t agree – everyone needs really smart people in their team. They bring a fresh perspective; they see things that you might not have seen by yourself. Good leaders recognise their own weaknesses and limitations as I did. Why would you recognise a weakness, and then not hire someone smarter than you who can plug this gap? It’s not only the best outcome for the team, and ultimately the business, but for your own personal development too.
So that’s why Jamie set up our search and recruitment company 12 years ago to find these top performers for our clients. Many people ask us why we are different from the hundreds of other recruiters and that’s a great question. We both worked in the financial technology industry and have a much better understanding than most of our competitors about the roles we are recruiting for, but there’s another, more important reason.
It’s a fact that most sales professionals perform well at interview, but research shows that 50% of sales hires underperform against expectations, a figure that is constantly on the rise in our new world. We know that top sales performers are alike in one crucial way: they all have a high degree of emotional intelligence which they can’t “fake” during an interview. Whilst a candidate’s skills are important, salespeople are very good at enhancing these and covering up their flaws. Characteristics such as emotional intelligence are vital in identifying high achievers. We’ve spent years comparing the profiles of top performers with average ones in sales roles, and nearly 90% of the difference in their profiles was attributable to emotional intelligence factors rather than cognitive abilities. Hopefully, our business will continue to improve over the coming months as we enjoy what we do. We would like to continue working for the next 3-5 years but we’ll see how it goes and, if not, find other ways of making some money and keeping our brains active.
Finally, I’ve had lots of messages asking me if the antibiotics worked. Well, yes and no. They cleared my chest infection so I can now walk uphill again without my chest frantically whistling at me and whilst my sinusitis is a little better, it hasn’t gone completely, so mixed results.
I’m also patiently awaiting my next Rheumatology appointment. Most hospital departments were reallocated to the frontline during the lockdown, which was understandable, but as they have restarted, I’m hopeful I’ll be seen soon. I was due to start on new medication before the lockdown and I also had a number of MRI scans and blood tests for which I’m waiting the results. I find it reassuring to know that my treatment is working properly and to go through the physical assessments to assess how my AS is progressing. Without these appointments I get nervous and worry about the future. I’m definitely the kind of person who needs to know the full picture so I can deal with it in the best way possible.
Thank you for reading and sharing my blog to raise awareness for autoimmune disease. I doubt any of us could ever have imagined we would be living in a world where its normal to walk into a bank wearing a face mask and ask for money?
Cottage life is suiting us well and we haven’t given much thought to our five crates of “stuff” in storage. When we purchased Beech Cottage last year we were nervous about the prospect of the downstairs bathroom, but we don’t even think about it now. It also has its advantages; arriving home from a long walk and taking a shower, you can stir the spaghetti bolognaise at the same time as the small bathroom is next to the galley kitchen 😊. Living in the centre of a thriving village is also a new experience for us, I find myself chatting to the people who go past our front window regularly, its very sociable. I also love people watching and currently, with an abundance of visitors to this beautiful area, we are never short of things to see!
The walking is superb and my favourite this week was Logan’s Rock to Sennen return. Taking in both the North and South Coasts of Cornwall this walk offers dramatic cliff formations and beautiful hidden coves. It passes through the Minack Theatre, an open-air theatre, constructed above a gully with a rocky granite outcrop jutting into the sea. The route also takes you around Land’s End, which was a tad busy for me, but the views are breathtaking. My favourite view, however, was without doubt the magical beach at Porthcurno. Described by some as being a paradise, Porthcurno Beach, located in the far west of Cornwall has won many awards and it’s easy to see why. With gorgeous fine soft white sand washed by a sea that turns turquoise in the sun and high cliffs on both sides providing shelter, it’s an oasis of stunning natural beauty.
It’s a reasonably difficult walk, my Fitbit recorded 38,000 steps and 201 floors so we were ready for a Pint in The Logan Rock Inn on return. This 16th century traditional village pub is named after the famous Logan Rock which stands a short walk away from the picturesque village of Treen, our starting point earlier that day.
I could write an entire blog about our walks but moving on I want to talk about “losing” and why it’s so much better for personal development than “winning”. During my career in technology sales, I had to learn to learn to lose gracefully and deal with the emotions of losing. I would question my ability, perhaps I’m not as good as I thought. Losing can make you feel more vulnerable too. I still feel that way when I lose a deal now, I question everything!
However, after going through all the emotions it does help to build character and you learn from the mistakes you made. In my mind, I haven’t lost unless I give up and stop trying. Let me put it another way, when we win, how much do we really learn? Personally, I don’t think we learn much at all! When we win, we’re not challenged, our ego can grow but our skills stay stagnant.
One of the behaviours of successful people is being able to self-assess. If we’re willing to self-assess and examine our mistakes following a defeat it provides us with the flaws we need to fix. Winning makes us feel good, like we’ve accomplished something great, but it doesn’t force us to self-reflect and self-improve. It doesn’t make us better people. Those of us with the ability to look deep into ourselves and find ways to address our failures without falling apart are the ones who ultimately succeed.
Thinking this way has also helped me manage my life living with Ankylosing Spondylitis, a progressive inflammation that can lead to permanent limitation of movement in the spine. When I was first diagnosed, I wanted a second opinion as I was keen to understand how exercise would help. We carefully selected a Consultant who, among other roles, worked with the Faculty of Sport and Exercise Medicine (UK), an excellent body leading the NHS Exercise Medicine Service . They also work to improve NHS musculoskeletal outcomes, hence my interest.
During that consultation, I got the green light to exercise, and more importantly the knowledge that exercise was going to help me more than any medicine could. Having an element of the disease under my own control meant that self-help was definitely the way forward and that’s how I’ve continued to live my best life. Jamie and I appreciate that one day it might not be so easy but so far so good 😊.
Finally, I want to finish this week talking about “respect” which I often feel is sadly lacking in today’s society. Respect is a way of treating or thinking about something or someone. … You show respect by being polite and kind. When people are insulted or treated badly, they feel they haven’t been treated with respect. You can respect things as well as people.
In the workplace, in relationships, friendships or on social media people rejecting another person’s thoughts and ideas when their views don’t align with their own is commonplace. It may be an unconscious action, but it’s a definite sign that a lack of respect exists. Even if you don’t agree, allowing the other person to express themselves shows that you value their perspective.
It’s essential that our society has respect. Without it, our society can’t function well. We must think about the way we act to others, because the smallest act of kindness can truly make a difference and change somebody’s day.
Until next time, keep safe, #stayalert and remember “we’re not born winners and we’re not born losers, we are born choosers”
So, what happened? The official term is “up shit creek without a paddle”, a Scottish slang term meaning to be stuck in a bad situation without anyway of fixing it. The bad situation being ‘shit creek‘ and the ‘paddle’ being the solution. Our shit creek incident happened last Saturday during our walk along a section of South Coast of Cornwall.
The main difference between the North and South Cornish coasts is surfing vs sailing. We are located on the North Coast. There’s an amazing rugged feel to north coast, the undulating dunes, jagged cliffs, and the amazing surf-bashed beaches. The well-known destinations of Padstow, Rock, St Isaac, and St Ives are all located on the North Coast.
The South Cornwall coast is different. You’ll find spectacular coastline, hidden coves and beaches, wooded river valleys and estuaries, fantastic sailing waters, cliff top walks, lush sub-tropical gardens and the superb fishing towns and villages such as Mousehole and Mevagissey
The walking can be equally difficult on both coasts for different reasons. Last Saturday we were walking from Porthallow to St Anthony return a “moderate” 11-mile hike. This walk started in the fishing village of Porthallow (pronounced ‘Prallow’), a cluster of whitewashed cottages with pilchard cellars and net lofts on the picture-postcard quayside. The route also takes in the beautiful Helford River and the first leg passed without incident.
On the return journey we were tempted by the idea that we could cross the Gillan Creek via steppingstones as it was nearly low tide. This would save nearly 1.5 miles off the return leg and even though the steppingstones were not passable (too much slime) we decided to wade through the creek regardless. This in itself was quite a challenge. Low tide was still over an hour away, the creek was a mixture of water and green slime and even with my shorts rolled up as far as they would go, I only just made it without falling in or getting wet.
By the time we reached the scene of the incident we were tired and ready to finish. About a mile from the car, the field we had crossed earlier was now full of cows and a rather evil looking Bull. They had surrounded the only exit point. We approached tentatively and tried to work our way around the herd towards the style, however, the cows had a different idea and completely surrounded us, leaving us with one escape route through an area of overgrown brambles. With our legs now covered in blood ripped from the brambles, our only option was to jump a five-bar gate and wait until the herd had moved to a different area of the field which they eventually did. On arrival at the car park we must have looked a bit of a sorry sight to the rather neat and tidy people who were sightseeing.
Moo-ving on I thought it apt to continue to talk about finding solutions to problems and “coaching” was a very valuable part of my career. Many organisations offer a training budget as part of their benefit package. This can be very valuable to employees to enhance their skills. However, in some circumstances I think coaching is better. Essentially, the difference between training and coaching is that training is about transferring knowledge while coaching is about enhancing the knowledge or skills you already have, mostly around improving results.
Training is excellent for things like new-hire induction, procedures, technology, and new governmental regulations. It trains something specific and can be a one-time event.
Coaching, on the other hand, sometimes has a bad reputation because it’s so often used to deliver critical or constructive feedback. If you can handle this, it’s a superb way of developing critical thinking and decision-making.
Unlike training, which is mostly group based, coaching is normally carried out on a one-to-one basis. I was lucky enough to work with an excellent coach during my sales management career and I can honestly say that I had some real lightbulb moments 💡. The ability to find solutions to problems has helped me through many of life’s challenges (apart from getting surrounded by cows!).
I write my blog to raise awareness of autoimmune disease and as my readers will know in addition to my ankylosing spondylitis, I have endured months of sinusitis which I thought was getting better. However, it decided to move onto my chest so reluctantly I have succumbed to taking antibiotics. Having a productive cough is a classic sinus infection symptom. You feel a heaviness in your chest and a rattling when you breathe on top of this, you may have bronchitis so it’s essential to get it treated.
I am on Day 2, so I’ll let you know how I get on. I’m not convinced they’ll work though. The doctor said in her experience they were more miss than hit and recently, researchers in Southampton have discovered a ‘hidden reservoir of bacteria’ in the nose that can prevent antibiotics being effective in the treatment of chronic sinus infections, so we’ll see.
Finally, this week I wanted to leave you with some facts on cows 😊
Cows can lie down for up to 14 hours a day
They can’t sleep standing up
They can eat up to 50kg of food a day
They can drink up to a bathtub of water a day or 60 litres
And finally, Cows have their favourite companions – just like us! I suspect the brown one with the ring through its nose in the picture took a real liking to Jamie and I last Saturday.
Whilst our Cornish adventure continues, keep safe, #stayalert and watch out for the Cows.
Our first week living by the sea in St Agnes has been lovely. We’ve been able to work efficiently and the walking has been superb. For the last 20 years our visits to this beautiful village on the North Coast have been in Spring, Autumn and Winter but being here in the Summer has been wonderful. The sea is the most amazing mix of aqua and deep blue, and whilst Cornwall is busier than at other times in the year, its been so good to see the hospitality industry welcome guests again as its been particularly hard hit here in the South West.
We’ve been to the pub for a pint, we’re off out for dinner tonight for the first time since early March and Jamie is playing his first game of cricket on Sunday. We’re also making good progress on our new home in Hampshire but as with all these transactions they are always slower than you would like. More on this next week.
This week I want to talk about mistakes and how we can learn by them. Jamie and I went through a learning experience last year with our house sale. We originally accepted an offer on our house in May 2019, but we pulled out 2 days later and decided to take the house off the market. We’d been trying to sell since 2018 and, reluctantly, reduced the price several times. When we eventually received an offer, we were tired of tidying up for viewings, tired of time wasters and generally tired of trying to sell so we accepted the offer even though it didn’t feel right. The decision to pull out was extremely difficult as we were effectively putting our life plan on hold. When we marketed it again this year it sold within 4 weeks at the asking price (which was a good deal higher than the offer we accepted last year).
So, what did we learn? It was a mistake to put the house on the market at a time when the property sector was on a downward spiral, but we were so keen to push on with our plan that we went ahead anyway. It was also a mistake to accept an offer we weren’t happy with. Fortunately, Jamie and I were able to acknowledge those mistakes and we were prepared to make the difficult decisions to change our plans. By doing so and being patient, we have benefited in the long term.
Like most people, I’ve made many mistakes during my career too some of which, unlike our house sale, weren’t rectified in time. No one is immune to making mistakes but it’s not good enough to carry on as before as it puts us in danger of repeating the same errors. When we don’t learn from our mistakes, we inflict unnecessary stress on ourselves and on others. You can’t start to learn anything from a mistake until you admit that you’ve made it which is the part a lot of people find difficult. Its like the old interview question:
“talk about a recent mistake you’ve made and what you learned from it”?
I love that question and, whilst its old hat, it really does help you to determine whether someone really can acknowledge and learn from their errors. In my view, failure is a critical step in the path to eventual success. The most successful people are those who know how to learn from their mistakes, not people who never make mistakes and I can tell you, there are loads of those people around 😊.
There’s a great quote from the inventor, Thomas Edison (paraphrased) in reference to his experiments: “I have not failed. I’ve just found 10,000 ways that won’t work.” As such, he was encouraged to try new things, take risks, and learn through trial and error
That said, dwelling upon mistakes is not so good. This will diminish your self-confidence and affect performance. Moreover, when you dwell on mistakes it can trigger the habits of procrastination and perfectionism, as well as other emotions such as anger, stress, worry, fear, and frustration. This is certainly no way to live. We wouldn’t have sold our house had we have dwelled on the mistakes from the previous year and considering that mistakes are actually a positive and transformative force in your life, you can see how many people have it all wrong.
Moving on, thank you so much for all the responses on my sinusitis, I really appreciate people taking the time to write to me. There were some great tips and whilst it hasn’t gone away, I do feel it’s improving.
As readers of my blog know, I write my story to raise awareness of autoimmune disease and I often get questions about flare-ups and how I manage them. The classic sign of autoimmune disease is inflammation, which can cause redness, heat, pain and swelling. All autoimmune diseases have flare–ups, when they get worse, and remissions, when symptoms get better. Treatment depends on the disease, but in most cases one important goal is to reduce inflammation.
During a flare-up my body feels like it’s on fire. I have aches and pains everywhere, especially in my neck and back. I feel swollen and bloated, and even my teeth hurt as sinusitis kicks in. I am more anxious than usual and feel lethargic and all I want to do is “wallow”. However, I’ve learned that wallowing only makes things worse and I’ve got much better at managing my medication. In addition, I also make sure I look after myself better. I drink lots of water, eat loads of fruit and veg, force myself to continue to workout (which takes tremendous willpower) and get sufficient sleep.
It’s also crucial to suppress inflammation during flares and for severe flares I have taken the steroid prednisone, which generally improves my symptoms within days, but I don’t like to take them too often. It’s not fun but learning to manage the bad times definitely improves lifestyle.
Finally, this week I want to talk about Karen! Originating in the US, A Karen, in case you didn’t know, is a term used on social media to denote a typically middle-aged woman who is unaware of her ‘white privilege’. I learned this in a trailer this week for a BBC podcast called No Country for Young Women.
Basically, the interpretation is that any woman of my generation who fails to accept her “white privilege” is obnoxious, angry, entitled, and often racist. However, for the same reason, it’s also why the Karen meme is so wrong. Because it’s the other side of the same coin. It judges people — specifically women — on their colour, sex, age and social background!
There are lunatics on both sides of this culture war and if we carry on like this the end result will not be good.
Until next time, stay safe, #stayalert and #bekind.My grandson finished school yesterday for the summer holidays. Next year he moves into a different class. He was delighted when told about his new teacher and when I asked him why he said “she is very kind Nana”….
“Eventually all the pieces fall into place. Until then laugh at the confusion, live for the moment and know that everything happens a reason”.
The first stage of our house move is complete, our “stuff” is in storage and we’re in Cornwall. It was very tiring, and I didn’t sleep particularly well for the days beforehand, so I was ready for a rest when we arrived at the cottage. They do say moving home is the 3rd most taxing life event and I completely agree.
The stressful nature of this move has been somewhat exacerbated for me as I had lived in the house for longer than I had lived anywhere else. For the first 17 years of my life I lived in 7 different homes. From 17 to 36 I lived in 8 and these last 20 years have been my most stable (only 2 changes) and I have really enjoyed the constancy.
We’ve had an offer accepted on a property in Hampshire, closer to our families and with a mainline station to London. If all goes well, we anticipate being able to complete the second stage of our move in August so for the time being we will enjoy our time in the beautiful South West.
I do need to make a determined effort to relax as I’m rubbish at it. My Fitbit normally reports 13 out of 13 active hours per day which I know is crazy. I need to allocate more time to “limin”, a Caribbean word I love which means to hang out or to idly pass time. I first heard the word when we went on our honeymoon to St Lucia.
It’s a long story – we were due to go to Antigua, but the resort over-booked and we were asked to switch resorts to St Lucia. In return for the inconvenience, the holiday company upgraded our room to a beach front suite with a concierge service. The concierge service was completed wasted on Jamie and I as we’re so low maintenance. Our bar was stocked up every day and, as neither Jamie nor I drink spirits we gave them away to the locals we met on the beach. One chap, Daniel, used to come and sit with us daily sharing his wonderful stories of life growing up in Caribbean. We returned the favour by giving Daniel our rum and whatever else took his fancy from our bar which was then restocked in time for Daniel’s stories the following day. I loved listening to his tales of life in St Lucia and the word “limin” has stayed with ever since. I can never understand why people don’t interact more with locals on holiday, we’ve learnt so much about the places we visit which you will never learn from a tour operator.
The other gripe I have is the way people speak to restaurant or bar staff which I notice more when we’re away on holiday. Growing up I’ve had many waitress and bar jobs and most people are OK, but there’s always a few who talk down to you. I’ve always disliked any form of snobbery and I’m not a big fan of social class. The classic formulation of social class in Britain is to see us being divided into three classes: working, middle and upper class.
Simply put, working class is normally defined as those in manual work, often having lower levels of educational achievement. Middle class is generally categorised as individuals having higher levels of educational achievement. Typical jobs include everything from doctors and lawyers to people working in cerical roles. Upper class is described as being the social group that has the highest status in society, especially the aristocracy.
To me, everyone is the same no matter what their social class, colour, religion or wealth. I was born into and brought up in a working-class environment in the North West UK. My entrance into the world and the first 6 weeks of my life is a story for another day. I often feel more comfortable with people from my working-class upbringing however nowadays I can pretty much hold my own in any environment. During my career I did face some snobbery because of my lack of University education which was mostly from other women. I allowed it to worry me and it definitely affected my confidence. It would always come at a time when I had been particularly successful or taken on a new, more senior role. I could never understand it as I’ve always strived to help and support other women in my working life. That said, some of my best working relationships have also been with women and I can’t speak highly enough about some of the female colleagues I have had the pleasure to work with over the years.
So with that emotional brain dump done, the reason for writing my weekly blog is to raise awareness of autoimmune disease and this week I am asking for help. I’ve had Sinusitis, an inflammation of the lining of the nasal cavity and sinuses since February, yes! 5 months. I should have taken antibiotics (which I have done for previous bouts) but I am taking so much medication at the moment that I haven’t bothered.
Seasonal allergies or an upper respiratory tract infection can cause sinusitis and symptoms include headache, nasal obstruction, decreased sense of smell, facial pain, ear pain, toothache and fever, most of which I have. There are some autoimmine diseases that are associated with Sinusitis, but not any of the ones I have. If any of my readers have any information on their experience of chronic sinusitis I would love to hear your story, especially if you have any tips as it drives me mad. I’m hopeful that being in Cornwall and breathing in fresh air will help.
Finally, for this week, I can’t believe its July. I do hope it treats us better than March, April May and June. I’ve always love July; it’s the warmest month in the Northern Hemisphere on average, similar to January in the Southern Hemisphere. Sometimes the hot, long days of July are called the “dog days of summer” and it’s often called the Hay month when the grass dries out due to a lack of rain and can be made into hay. July’s birthstone, the ruby, is associated with contentment, love and passion, something I don’t see a lot of on my Twitter feed 😊